Living the Dream

by Jesse Brenneman

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1.
This Time 01:28
This time I'll just say what I mean I'll only tell the truth And nothing in between This time No more gimmicks, no more tricks I'll cut out all the lies And hope it really sticks This time will be different than before This time
2.
Try 02:55
Always letting me down Running all around town I know life is tough But even so you haven't done enough Why don't you try? Why don't you try? Why don't you try? I don't think it would kill you. Why don't you try? It all was so much fun I really thought I was the one Suddenly you're never there I'm starting to wonder why I care Why don't you die? Why don't you die? Why don't you die? Do us all a favor. Why don't you die.
3.
Special Boy 02:37
Oh! You're such a special, special boy! Don't be coy! That's our boy! Everyone you know says, "There he goes! Our impressive special boy!" Every time he's walking down the street All he meets Say, "How sweet! And how sincere! Especially when you know that he's a special, special boy!" If it can be done, he's done it first. And if they've done it first they've done it worse. Cuz he's the only one that is right. What a frightful way to live your life Maybe someday they will understand Then again How could they? How could anyone Ever know Just how miserable he is?
4.
Go to Hell 03:08
Well I heard from a friend of a friend of a friend That you were doing well That your heart was slowly healing That your work life was just swell I heard you're doing better Every single day And I just wanted to take a minute To drop a line and say Go to Hell Yes I received your message Yes I heard what you said And yes I heard where you slept that night When you weren't in our bed And yes I know you're sorry As sorry as you can be And no I don't forgive you If you don't like it, you see, you can Go to Hell They say everybody's hurting But you look like you're doing pretty well Oh, go to Hell You got what you wanted Life gave you all it had And now that it's someone else's turn You can't help but feel bad You'll never really be sorry But still I wish you well I hope the road rises up to meet you And takes you straight to Hell Oh, go to Hell
5.
Restless nights are never-ending Fears of nightmares coming true Dreams are scattered at my doorway Since I met you Since I met you My prayers have been answered Since I met you I'm in love for sure Since I met you I know what love feels like And the knowing is worse than before Pain is so close to pleasure Better to love and lose than not at all But what about when you finally have love Knowing that all things must fall? Since I met you I can't live without you Since I met you My dreams have come true Since I met you I know what feels like like And I know it's all mine to lose Yes I know It's all mine to lose
6.
For You 02:23
Birds fly in the sky and then they die And everything you know might be a lie What's the point of living? Why do we go on? I do it for you. Everything you love is gone so fast Enjoy the good times now, because they won't last What's the point of trying When everything will end? I do it for you I love you when the sun won't shine I love you beyond space and time I'll love you long after I'm gone Your love for me knows no bounds I love you beyond sight and sound You're the source of everything I do. Oh, I do it for you.
7.
By Myself 03:42
Sitting on a cloud All by myself Endlessly waiting High above the earth All by myself Think it might be raining I just wanna live For just one day With nothing in between us I just wanna live For just one day And really mean it Sitting in my home All by myself My friends around me Sitting on my phone All by myself Why are they always shouting? I just wanna live For just one day With nothing in between us I just wanna live For just one day I don't know know what else to say!
8.
Maria 04:08
Maria Can't you see? I've waited for your love so patiently For you to set me free I've done all you said you wanted I don't know how long I can go Let me know Maria Can't you see? It's only sorrow and such suffering Please, let them free
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I've got a picture on my shelf I think it's you, but I'm not sure It seems familiar but there's something missing And the feeling is obscure I've got a number in my phone Thought it was you but I can't say The words seem wrong and even sometimes cruel And more distant every day All that we are Will fade away Time captures all Til none remain Except for me Except for you Except for everything we are And all we do I've got a letter in my drawer The writing's yours, so I've been told I haven't read it but I will some day When the feeling's gone cold I've got a feeling in my soul I think it's you--how can it be? After so long, so many lives and years gone by That you're still here with me?? All that we are Will fade away Time captures all Til none remain I feel you slipping Out of frame I will forget it All one day Except for me Except for you I wish I wish I wish That it were true In a dream once far away, we were together one day I'd know that face anywhere--say you know me, too I know you, you know me, nothing will ever come between! In a dream once far away, we'll be together one day.... All that we are...will fade away
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Afraid 04:41
I'm not afraid To say what's true Your eyes are open I can see you And if you hold on a moment more I'm not afraid Of what's in store I'm not afraid I'll fail the test The fight is over We did our best And though all might be lost in the end I'm not afraid For what comes next I'm not afraid Let come what may I'm not afraid Of what I can't say I know we'll never learn the reason why I'm not afraid Afraid to
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Cowboy 03:24
Cowboy Who put all those thoughts inside your head? Cowboy Who hurt you so bad? I know You don't belong on the range And you know You never did It's ok to be a city boy It's ok to want to play with toys Cowboy, who put those thoughts inside your head? If I knew I'd shoot them dead Cowboy Can't you see the sun is going down? And you're still a long, long way From your home town Wouldn't it be nice To take a rest? Just give yourself a break You did your best Just give yourself a break You did your best.

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“[In a dream] Anything may happen; everything is possible and probable. Time and space do not exist. On an insignificant background of reality, imagination designs and embroiders novel patterns: a medley of memories, experiences, free fancies, absurdities and improvisations. The characters split, double, multiply, vanish, solidify, blur, clarify. But one consciousness reigns above them all—that of the dreamer; and before it there are no secrets, no incongruities, no scruples, no laws. There is neither judgment nor exoneration, but merely narration.”

- August Strindberg

"Enjoy yourself!"

- Jesse Brenneman

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released October 14, 2022

Produced by Jesse Brenneman
Music and lyrics by Jesse Brenneman
All instruments played, programmed or faked by Jesse Brenneman

Mixed by Adam Selzer
Mastered by Jon Neufeld

Album design by Oliver Harlan
Photography by Kenneth Grinde
Shirt by Small Time Shirts

All Selections: Big Slippies Music (ASCAP) © 2022

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